7:50 PM

whites

whites in this case.... do not refer to undies that may be bleached. nope. i am getting my uniform ready. i am altitudinally challenged. i had to cut off six inches and thats with the waist band rolled up because the crotch is to far from the waistband. thankfully, being the well trained puerto rican girl that i am, i know how to sew. so i am hemming not only my pants but my shirt sleeves as well, because i live in a land of giants as my mother would say. my shirt looks like a tent so i am going to rig a nice little stretchy band with well placed suspender clips so that i can pull it in some so i dont look like im prego. 


basically im saying all this because i am very very excited to go on my first clinical as RN student this sunday. its going to be a long day, but im one step closer to being a nurse. and if that isnt exciting enough, hold your breathe, i get to take pharmacology and nursing math next mod. which means i will be learning which meds do what like a real nurse. because you know we save the doctors rears half the time. i have never been this excited and sure of myself ever. i feel like God has led me to where i need to be and i am finally listening. in less than one year i will be a full fledged nurse. i cant wait! i am even the owner of a very proud stethoscope. my parents are going to get me a blood pressure cuff. this is so awesome! 

ever since i was a kid i have always been patching people up. due to my observative nature i also pick up on diseases very well and i am pretty good at subtleties. so its like my dream is that much closer and all the pain of the first six years of college is quickly fading away. ill be able to move out, pay my bills off, and save money to go on plenty missions trips while i figure out what goes into starting my own free clinics. i might get an MPN i don't know yet. i still have to finish up my BS in Biology. I only have four credits ( a semester so i can raise my grades) left.  Most of all, when my friends need me, I can help them. God is so awesome. His mercy really leaves me breathless sometimes. no matter how much of a spaz we are, He takes care of us. 
neato...