humans are capable of almost anything, good and/or bad. having worked with them for almost seven years now, i have seen all kinds of things. you learn about all different personalities, faults, strengths, weaknesses, virtues. but lately, i have seen such a side to humanity as pains my heart. how people who once called you friend, can dispatch you with haste and then have the nerve to call you when their life goes to pot and they need help. what's worse? God blessed me with a heart made of compassion, even for my enemies. the result? spending friday night alone after having helped out a now enemy the night before. no thank you's. no updates. nothing. just this feeling of being used. so i hide in my room blogging, finding all manner of unimportant chores to do, to avoid going into the outside world. because humans are also capable of feeling emotion to the point where it can kill them. and right now that capability is personally being made known to me. if this is the level of pain i feel, imagine God's pain at our disdain when His soul is infinite and His heart will never burst. Those, dear readers, are my unscientific thoughts on human capabilities.
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