on goal progress

so i applied to a couple of places to become a volunteer. i met my friend r and his girl for some coffee ( i didn't get anything, i don't like coffee). i figured out the baseline for linus and lucy. and i decided to add some rules. so for the whole self esteem thing (which i think i ended up at minus 105 today) i decided that i am going to make the effort to look presentable everyday. like wear make up and dress with clothes that aren't from the bottom of a pile of laundry i have yet to put away and stuff like that. i figure maybe if i look better i might feel better about myself. also for the whole reading every book on in my library once, i decided to up the ante and say that i cannot buy or check out another book until i complete this goal. this one is gonna be a challenge now. 

my brother leaves tomorrow. he takes me places and helps me to be a well rounded individual. so i guess its back to the hermitage.