on being a spaz

yes. i am for lack of a better word, a spaz. i was helping to pack up the christmas stuff and i didn't realize that baby Jesus wasn't attached to his crib....er, manger, and he fell and basically, i decapitated baby Jesus and amputated his right arm. i put him back together though. it got me thinking about all my quirks. how i sometimes sleep with my head towards the foot of the bed and how i my idea of comfort food is some chef boyardee spaghetti and meatballs and white rice all mushed up together and how i like to crochet and how i bite my nails and randomly blurt out chicken wing and how my favorite drink ever is half coke and half orange soda and how i clean when i get angry.  then i was thinking about how that's not so bad. how i kind of liked my quirkiness and how all this isolation helped me to figure some of them out. and basically my self esteem is at -95 so im five points closer to zero than yesterday. which makes me feel even better! so i figured that i should put  strengths and weaknesses up so i can look at them. 

Weaknesses (this list is easier)

1. I procrastinate... a lot.

2. I have a hard time being on time.

3. I kind of have a tendency to let people walk all over me.  

4. I'm not very good at following through with stuff. 

5. Books and hats are about the only thing I finish. 

6. I say too much when I am nervous.

7. I say too much.

8. I interrupt a lot. 

Strengths (loading....)

6. I am very reliable in medical emergencies.

7. I love to help people. 

8. I can't hold a grudge for longer than a couple of hours. 

9. I drive really well. 

10. I'm easily amused. 

11. I don't require much to be happy. 

12. When you can get me to work, I work hard. Especially if I like what I am doing. 

13. I smile a lot. 

14. When I am not nervous or uncomfortable, I am a pretty outgoing person. 

15. I have a tendency to make people laugh. 

16. It basically takes an act of nature to offend me. 

not a bad list. i think i am at a -90. hooray!